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By Pat Thomas, with Christoph Gurk There Must Be Some Way Out of Here Pat Thomas: So at this point you kind of jumped in the woods, right? You moved to Mendocino? Paul Williams: Yeah, I moved from New York City to a cabin in the woods in Mendocino at the end of 1968. Pat Thomas: And at this point you totally removed yourself from the rock 'n' roll world? Paul Williams: Umm, not immediately. During 1969 I was freelancing. I wrote pieces for Crawdaddy!, though I don't know if I did any music pieces for them. And I was travelling a fair amount, too. I was at the first Crosby, Stills & Nash sessions, and that's where I was songwriting with Crosby, although nothing actually got used. And I traveled with Timothy Leary for a while and I ended up at John and Yoko's Bed-In for Peace in Montreal. Later that summer I went to Woodstock, ostensibly as a reporter for Playboy, though ultimately they didn't use it, it was too radical. And I wrote a couple, just maybe two, reviews for Rolling Stone in that period. Actually, the reason I met Tim Leary is that Jann asked me to interview him for Rolling Stone, but again, the interview didn't get used, probably because somewhere in the conversation Tim and I talked about Jann Wenner. It wasn't unflattering, we were just kind of--Tim was teasing him, you know, "Be a little more revolutionary." And Jann could never decide whether to cut it or keep it in, so ultimately the piece just didn't run at all. But what happened to me is that my writing was so individualistic, or maybe I was just being ornery, that more than half the time stuff wouldn't get published. So I got tired of doing that. I left Mendocino in the spring of 1970 and moved to a wilderness--the idea was to completely get away from civilization, to go off the end of the road, and that was to an island in Canada, and at that point I really lost track of the rock scene. In fact, I think the last writing I did that had to do with music was, indirectly, a strange book called Time Between, which was almost a journal of intense communal living, travelling, LSD taking, and so forth. I was writing it as it was happening, and people who were in the story were reading it as it was happening. But it started out partly being fuelled by Let It Bleed and Volunteers, the late 1969 albums that were driving the book musically. Christoph Gurk: So it was kind of a political testament or something? Paul Williams: In a way. Political, social, it was an explosion of energy, and it was written on the typewriter in such a way that the only way to publish it was to actually photograph each page, because the way the words were laid out on each page was part of the book. So it only ever came out in a limited edition. [Time Between was reprinted in paperback in 1999 and is now available from Amazon and from PaulWilliams.com.] But it was an interesting document of the times. But then I stopped writing about rock 'n' roll. I was in Canada for a year, I went to Japan, met my first wife there, came back to New York City and tried to start another magazine--the old fantasy of a general interest magazine for our generation, or something. It didn't work--it's a very hard thing to do. It was called Rallying Point, we never really got a full first issue out, we just kept getting things together, trying to raise money, and we got a sample issue out that we sold in a couple cities. Anyway, after that I stayed in New York, and at one point I started writing record reviews for the Soho Weekly News, which was fun, but I was never completely satisfied with the writing I was doing in that period. Pat Thomas: That was the mid-70s? Paul Williams: Yeah, it was '74 or '75. It was a real exciting scene in New York, but unfortunately I had small babies and lived way uptown, and hanging out at the clubs wasn't really a possibility for me if I wanted to stay married. So I didn't see too much of...I saw Springsteen a lot in the early days and that was great. '73, '74--I was never crazy about the records but it really was one of the greatest live rock 'n' roll bands that I ever saw at that period. But Television, for example, who I absolutely love, and Patti Smith, I just saw them maybe once each before leaving town. Pat Thomas: And there was a book called Outlaw Blues? Paul Williams: Outlaw Blues was my first book, and it was basically essays from Crawdaddy!, some of them written with the book in mind. I worked on it for years. I got a contract for a book at the end of '66 when I was just 18, because Crawdaddy! was getting all this attention: the Crawdaddy! Book of Rock. But I really couldn't do whatever the publisher had in mind, they wanted something exploitative. I don't mean that I refused to do it because of principles, it just wasn't in me, I didn't know how to do what they wanted, and eventually it changed publishers, went to E.P. Dutton, got a good editor, and I realized that the best way to do the book was to take pieces I'd already done for Crawdaddy! and write some new ones. Outlaw Blues came out after I left Crawdaddy!--in the beginning of '69. It actually got good reviews; it was a success at the time, on a modest level. But I was very ornery. The publishers were all ready to have me do more rock 'n' roll books, and I'm like, no, I don't want to be stuck as a rock 'n' roll writer, I'm gonna do something else. Pat Thomas: You also had this incredibly successful book which I've never seen...Das Energi, is it called?
Paul Williams: Das Energi was written in 1970 when I was on this wilderness commune in Canada. It was the next book after Time Between. And I'd been thinking about it for a while. It came out of these late night conversations, where you suddenly, you're sitting around with your friends, you get all excited and you figure out what the world is all about, how everything works, and all these ideas that were in the air from taking psychedelic drugs, reading science fiction books, using the I-Ching, and all that kind of thing. I had some vague idea before I started writing it of, yeah, let's get all that stuff down somehow. And then I was writing fanatically, turning out all kinds of stuff, and I break, which really turned out to be only for four or five months, and when I started writing again, I was in this community in the woods, writing with a pen, and it started coming out in this funny way, just like a few sentences on a page. Maybe an extension of what was happening with Time Between, where the way the words are on the page is part of the story. And, I wasn't really thinking about it, but you start writing and one page leads to the next one, you say, well, let's see, what other subjects haven't been covered yet. I gotta talk about security, I gotta talk about whatever. It was a book of thoughts, though everything I write is really an essay of some kind, and this was just an essay stretched out, where there might just be a paragraph or a sentence on a page, but it's still an essay going from one thought to the next. It doesn't look like a book, it's just... Pat Thomas: Where was this book filed in a book store? Paul Williams: We'd never been able to solve [that] problem. it didn't come out until '73--all the publishers turned it down, and it was again Jac Holzman of Elektra Records who published it. He was a friend and he'd fallen in love with the manuscript and he wanted to do it, so in the end Elektra published it--it was the first and only book that they published. And he had ideas about putting it out in record stores and stuff, but he was actually leaving the company, he sold it to Warner at the time...Anyway, to everyone's surprise, it caught on kind of by word of mouth. I mean, it never got any reviews. If it did, they were negative, but it started to be something that people discovered--it had a great cover--and they'd buy copies for their friends, and that's really how it's gone through the years. Pat Thomas: You told me once it sold quite a few copies? Paul Williams: It sold, like, 350,000 copies. It was a real underground hit, no question about it. It's just one of those weird things that you can't duplicate, you can't explain it, it just happens... Pat Thomas: Is it still in print now? Paul Williams: Oh yeah. Now this title, I have to explain...it was called Das Energi because of Das Kapital. The idea was that Marx's book was called Capital because he recognized that the source of power had shifted while nobody was looking, and people were still acting as though power was based on having land, but that it was really now much more based in capital, and people hadn't realized that. And so, by extension the idea [of Das Energi] was that the power is shifting from capital to energy, meaning not oil, but human energy. Bringing It All Back Home (The Rebirth of Crawdaddy!) Christoph Gurk: Looking at the way you do Crawdaddy! now--Crawdaddy! used to be a magazine that ran along with the times. And now it's more a magazine that does not represent the spirit of a generation, but represents more your own idealism--it stands on its own terms. It doesn't seem to connect to the times--looking at them, but not feeling part of it, really, any longer. Is that correct? There's not the feeling of wanting to change the world...it's like thinking out loud. Paul Williams: Yeah, thinking out loud, which is basically what I've always done. Yeah, I think that it happened...Crawdaddy! is historically significant and had sort of this exciting period that I was involved in because it happened to come along when there wasn't such a thing as a rock 'n' roll magazine and the rock 'n' roll scene was expanding very rapidly in terms of the attention it was getting, so it was a moment where, yeah, the whole idea of writing about the music and taking it seriously and acknowledging this community of interest that we have was very powerful, and in a sense when I tried to start the magazine Rallying Point in 1972, '73, I was trying to recreate history and I couldn't do it, because that wasn't the moment. And I'd say your description of Crawdaddy! now is quite accurate. I didn't start it with any specific ambition, but it was almost only after the first issue was out that people started pointing out to me that it was really very similar to the way Crawdaddy! was in the beginning: that is, these long essays, the point of which is that the music that's coming out is exciting, and hey, let's talk about it, and using the records as a jumping-off place. And yeah, if there's any idealism behind it, it is exactly in the sense of just being a model that, well, you may not get rich, but you can somehow find a way to say what you want; that working for the formats that exist in the corporate universe is not the only alternative. It doesn't mean that everybody has to do that or anything, but at least it shows that you could do something else. Christoph Gurk: It's a pretty radical way to deal with this because it seems to refuse to even be tempted to go along with the business side. There doesn't seem to be any idea to expand--just to keep it exactly on the level. There are no ads in the paper, and... Paul Williams: And there are personal reasons for that. The one policy I started with is we won't take ads of any kind. Now in terms of ideals, it's not that I'm anti-advertising as such, but if I were going to change the world or change the United States, I would pass a law outlawing advertising. If I had to do it gradually, I'd start with political advertising, and then go on from there. But that to me is my idea--I mean, I'm just as radical as I ever was. And I'd just say, no advertising, no paid advertising, you just have to figure out another way to do it. To me, the fall of communism, quote-unquote, just made me think, well, if communism falls, capitalism can't be far behind. And, I don't know, I'm very unhappy with the United States at this point, but I'm not surprised at the direction it's going in, just depressed about it.
Christoph Gurk: He said that? Paul Williams: Yeah, but I think he said that in an approving way. He was saying in a subtle way that I appreciate that you have the balls not to be hip. But that's always there. You're always thinking about what people are thinking about you--what you're writing, or what you're saying about it. When I wrote about Sonya Hunter's album in the first issue--because you [Pat] sent it to me--I liked the idea that there was a record in there that people didn't know about, because I was mainly writing about established artists. And the thing is, my girlfriend's a musician [Cindy Lee Berryhill], I'm totally sympathetic to how hard it is to get attention for deserving new music. But I also realized, again, that one of the things that makes all rock journalism end up the same is that we're responding to the same pressures. And what the music business wants from rock journalism...I mean, record reviews don't sell records. We know that. But what they DO do, is they HELP in the long process of breaking an artist. So what's useful for the corporate business--and I'm not putting it down, it's also useful for the indie business--is if rock writers write about new artists because that helps bring them to the attention of radio and helps them get more attention in the companies, and it's a whole process by which, then, you eventually break an artist. And while that's fine, the trouble is, in order for me to do Crawdaddy! that is to just be the voice of the listener, in a sense. I'm not claiming that I'm the same as any other listener, but I just want to be the voice of the listener I am. I somehow have to keep trying to compensate for, or avoid, the natural pressures that are there. It's not just like someone's handing me money and therefore I'm gonna do what they want me to do, it's much more subtle than that, and it can be something as worthwhile and sincere as wanting to help new artists. But the problem is that it's still not the same as, you know...What I'm writing about in the next issue is [Neil Young's] Sleeps With Angels because it's a great record. It's just a great record. And that's where I started from. I started Crawdaddy! this time to write about Automatic For the People, because a) I wanted to write about it, and b) I thought, this is like the old Crawdaddy! days--here's an album that everybody's gonna be listening to, and everybody's gonna be interested in somebody's opinion about it. It's that kind of a record; Sleeps With Angels is that kind of a record. Pat Thomas: The thing about your work for me that's always been interesting is you have a way about writing that's so personal, that you get me to read...like, you wrote about Arrested Development. If any other writer in the world had written an article about Arrested Development, I wouldn't even have picked it up, because I'd think, this isn't my kind of music or whatever, but your writing is interesting enough, where you sort of dragged me through that album [3 Years, 5 Months and 2 Days in the Life of...]--which I still haven't even heard, by the way--but I felt after reading your thing that I knew something about this band, or something about their music that I didn't know before. So I guess what I'm saying is your writing is compelling--it drags me in. The other thing that I like about it is because of the fact that you publish it yourself, you can write as long as you want. In other words, if David Fricke said I want the lead-off review in Rolling Stone to be 20,000 words on the new R.E.M. record, they'd tell him to fuck off. Paul Williams: Yeah, you can't do it. Christoph Gurk: Everything is about formats in rock journalism. Pat Thomas: So it's kind of going back to what I call the old style of rock writing, because there was a time when Rolling Stone did write long reviews. Paul Williams: Maybe. I'm not sure if they did. Maybe a little bit. Pat Thomas: Yeah, a little longer. And sometimes they would even have two people review the same record. Paul Williams: Occasionally, yeah. Pat Thomas: And so to me you're also sort of going back to that, which is, if the music is really worth it, then it's worth writing more than 300 words. Paul Williams: Right. Not that a long thing is necessarily better, but it's just a kind of a freedom to do something different. Pat Thomas: Because I think that rock magazines in general insult my intelligence. Because if it's something that I REALLY want to know about, it's never long enough for me. You take a magazine like Option, which is a fairly interesting, fairly intellectual [magazine], but they might put someone on the cover and still only write two or three full pages about it. At that point, I think... Paul Williams: Where I've always been radical--'cause I've been talking to people about the Dylan book, and it's been brought to my attention because you forget about these things--is that I pretty much insist on writing about the music. And when I say that I mean, writing about what I hear, because I have a point of view that the art exists in the experience of the listener. So someone was asking me yesterday, where'd you get this radical idea of writing about Bob Dylan from the point of view of the music instead of a biography? And it's funny that that should be a radical idea. [laughs] Pat Thomas: Your Dylan books [cf. Bob Dylan Performing Artist 1960-1973: The Early Years] are the only books that get into the heart of the music rather than argue what color of shirt Bob was wearing that day, and who was playing bass on which song. Paul Williams: The other thing that happens is not just biographical details, you also get these people who write about Bob Dylan who try to explain what the 1960s meant. Then you get much more highfalutin stuff, but it's still just a mush of ideas rather than saying, well, here's this new Neil Young album and this is what I hear in the song "Driveby," and this is what it means to me, and what do you think about the fact that there's two different songs with the same backing track, and blah blah blah. [laughs] I'm Free To Do What I Want Pat Thomas: One thing that me and Christoph were discussing last night on the phone is your sort of lower profile compared to your contemporaries, people like Greil Marcus, or Dave Marsh, or Christgau. Or maybe you've kind of consciously not done things that would bring you more into the mainstream. Like your book Rock and Roll: The 100 Best Singles is a very eclectic book: rather than picking a bunch of obvious songs or writing something that would totally placate a yuppie audience that would want to have all their favorite... Paul Williams: Well, I can't do that, but it isn't a matter of not selling out, it's that I don't have the ability to write something that isn't what I feel. I'm no good at that. If someone tried to pay me a lot of money to do what they thought would sell--if I agreed to it, whatever I turned out would be terrible because I don't know how to do that, really. Pat Thomas: You haven't done any coffee table books yet. Paul Williams: Well, you know, I mean, I've had plenty of bad ideas over the years, but you run out of energy long before they turn into a book. I've had plenty of ideas that I'm glad I didn't do. But what I'm saying is that it's self-limiting. It isn't really a matter of high moral principles, but I'm just not the guy for the job, you know? Pat Thomas: Do you feel any affinity or any distaste for any of these so-called rock critic elite? Paul Williams: Well, I don't really like to comment, because I think we're all naturally somewhat competitive. I mean, it's very hard for my girlfriend to just respond completely openly to a female artist. I mean, she does, but there's always this thought that she's comparing herself, kind of thing... Pat Thomas: I see that more often with female singer-songwriters than I do with men, for some reason. Paul Williams: Well, it's because men are, you know, the norm, and female is, like, an identity. That's not the way it should be, but it is the way that it is. Whether it's in female nature or whether it has something to do with the culture...but anyway, if I comment on other rock critics, I'll just, you know, make a fool of myself. Pat Thomas: Let me just say this. Rather than name names, do you ever feel like, how can I say this...you've obviously, for various reasons, enjoyed less financial or less public success than some of these other guys. Do you ever feel short-changed? Or like the Velvet Underground of rock critics? Paul Williams: No, not really. I mean, no one's really getting rich in this business anyway. It's nothing compared to the rock 'n' roll stars. Naturally, I think, I would love to find it easier to sell books--I mean, to sell books to publishers in the first place and then sell more copies when they come out. That would make me happy, and naturally I feel frustrated at times when I can't find a publisher and the books don't get reviewed or blah, blah, blah. I mean, it even frustrates me a little bit that Crawdaddy! isn't growing faster. The people who read it, love it, but it doesn't go in stores at all. I haven't tried very much to put it in stores, but it's clear that it just doesn't fit people's picture of what a fanzine is these days--it doesn't have the right kind of cover or photos or whatever, and people don't want to read all those words. That's fine, obviously it's what I'm doing and it isn't necessarily what any kind of large audience is gonna want. Yeah, I mean, it's frustrating knowing that the people who like my stuff really like it; I figure there are more of them out there, but how can I reach them?
But, you know, I couldn't do the books that Dave Marsh does, and I will say that I probably wouldn't want to, in most cases. In one case we did a similar thing--he did 1,001 best singles [The Heart of Rock and Soul] and I did 100, but they're very different kinds of books. On the other hand, even though I haven't read a lot of what Greil Marcus has done, I completely respect...without reading it, I still can certainly see what he's trying to do, and I admire that. It's different than what I do, but it's not unrelated. But as far as my success or failure or low profile or whatever, it's because of the things that I choose to do, and that's certainly something I create for myself. Pat Thomas: Yeah, well obviously you're coming from--as we've been talking about on and off--such a personal approach... Paul Williams: It's not what sells. At the point that Rolling Stone was coming out at the end of '67, it was already clear to me that--it wasn't a sense of competition on MY part, because I knew that they were doing what the public wanted--I couldn't compete. I never had Jann Wenner's business sense or ambition in that particular way, and it wasn't what particularly interested me, to go in that direction. It doesn't mean that I didn't think it was worth doing, it just wasn't something for me to do. And...I'll say this. Naturally, when I've got money problems or whatever, and I feel frustrated and think blah, blah, blah--like anybody--but there's a flipside to the coin, which is my freedom. And when I have my head on straight, I realize that it balances out very well. I actually feel guilty sometimes, talking to my friends who are rock critics, because they say--you know, this guy's working for the San Francisco Chronicle or whatever, he says, "God, I wish I could write as much as I wanted to about the new Elvis Costello album, but I have to get it down into 300 words." And I'm getting to do what I want. Christoph Gurk: You can get from being powerless or whatever... Paul Williams: Right--exactly! And look, if I could really make or break a new act, my phone would be ringing all the time, my life would be hell! The publicists don't give a shit about me, and that's just fine. Christoph Gurk: I respect that you don't want to comment on other people's work, but do you find among newer writers in rock publications anything substantial? Paul Williams: I don't read it enough. I read Rolling Stone, which is actually surprisingly informative, and I read Ice--a newsletter that's also quite informative. But I really don't keep up at all, I never have. So I don't read the other writers that much. So there could be brilliant young writers and I don't know about them, and I would be interested. I'm looking for other people to write for Crawdaddy!, but I'm not looking very hard...But when I say that I don't know of any it's because I'm not reading the stuff. Even with records, it always amazes me that many of the people I meet, many fans, can keep up with so many new acts and so forth. I'm a slow listener. I'm a slow reader and a slow listener. It has its good sides and its bad sides. Its good side is that when I decide to listen to a record, I don't make my mind up in two or three listens; I really spend a lot of time with it. But the bad side is that an awful lot of stuff is coming out that's interesting, and I don't hear it, or if I've heard it once it still doesn't mean anything to me. And I also find that unlike some of my friends I don't play music all day. I sort of wish that I could, I could process more, but I actually always think that I'll listen to these records while I'm doing this busy work, but then I forget to do it. [laughs] It's like I need a certain amount of silence, too. Back to Part 1 of Paul Williams
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